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How do you experience being not-in-front?
Sunday, 18 January 2026 03:22 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
beepbirdWhat is it like for you to not be in control of your body, if anything?
Do you still have a subjective experience of yourself while in the back? If so, what is that like? Do you go anywhere inside, or are you present in a different way (e.g. watching your body move without you)? Is your self-experience noticeably different from when you are in front?
Do you stop having experiences at all (like being unconscious)? If so, what is it like to come back to front? Do you have the sensation of having been away at all? How do the others experience you being away?
Do you fall somewhere in-between? Is someone else experiencing you for you? Do you hang around, but without having the same sense of "I"? Does it vary too much to pin it down? Do you understand it in another way?
Do you still have a subjective experience of yourself while in the back? If so, what is that like? Do you go anywhere inside, or are you present in a different way (e.g. watching your body move without you)? Is your self-experience noticeably different from when you are in front?
Do you stop having experiences at all (like being unconscious)? If so, what is it like to come back to front? Do you have the sensation of having been away at all? How do the others experience you being away?
Do you fall somewhere in-between? Is someone else experiencing you for you? Do you hang around, but without having the same sense of "I"? Does it vary too much to pin it down? Do you understand it in another way?